I'm going to start this entry on a positive note for a change:
1). I'm an open minded person.
2). I'm honest.
3). I treat people like humans. I don't use the word "accept" people because I don't think there's anything not to accept.
Life's changing so quickly. Time's passing by at an unstoppable point and until recently it has all been going past me. Not much unlike my life in general. I can't believe I'm going thrown out into the world so soon and expected to pick up the pieces. Put me back, I'm not done yet.
To my relief, I think I've found my good nature again. I went through a week of not having it and I have to say that I'm getting rather attached to it. Sixth year has been my best social year for many reasons. Good nature is fundamental.
I'm getting sick of phonies though. I mean, who are you kidding? Big fish in Balfron High School maybe but you're fuck all in the real world. A measure of a person isn't popularity, looks or success but in the way they treat others. Especially those less fortunate then themselves. "Popular" people often seem to sacrifice their soul for pointless socializing that half the time they wont even remember the next day. Not to say that materialism doesn't probably play an important role which it no doubt does. Do you really need those new shoes, computer game, dress, DVD? Can't you just be happy with what you have? Material possessions will wither away over time, because they're fickle, humans however, are not. I suggest you spend as much time with them as possible. The memories are priceless.
I'm starting to worry that perhaps there aren't like minded people who run on the same wave as me. A classic example is the prom. Why would I want to go with some vain, shallow, pretty little thing who's going to waste her time eying up considerably better looking boys and sucking in the short and tasteless atmosphere of the prom?
If I do go. I go because I wish to have a good time. The prom itself means nothing to me. But I don't think I'm going to find a parter who I can have good times with. I fear they don't really exist in Balfron High School. I sincerely hope I'm wrong.
Someone prove me wrong?
1). I'm an open minded person.
2). I'm honest.
3). I treat people like humans. I don't use the word "accept" people because I don't think there's anything not to accept.
Life's changing so quickly. Time's passing by at an unstoppable point and until recently it has all been going past me. Not much unlike my life in general. I can't believe I'm going thrown out into the world so soon and expected to pick up the pieces. Put me back, I'm not done yet.
To my relief, I think I've found my good nature again. I went through a week of not having it and I have to say that I'm getting rather attached to it. Sixth year has been my best social year for many reasons. Good nature is fundamental.
I'm getting sick of phonies though. I mean, who are you kidding? Big fish in Balfron High School maybe but you're fuck all in the real world. A measure of a person isn't popularity, looks or success but in the way they treat others. Especially those less fortunate then themselves. "Popular" people often seem to sacrifice their soul for pointless socializing that half the time they wont even remember the next day. Not to say that materialism doesn't probably play an important role which it no doubt does. Do you really need those new shoes, computer game, dress, DVD? Can't you just be happy with what you have? Material possessions will wither away over time, because they're fickle, humans however, are not. I suggest you spend as much time with them as possible. The memories are priceless.
I'm starting to worry that perhaps there aren't like minded people who run on the same wave as me. A classic example is the prom. Why would I want to go with some vain, shallow, pretty little thing who's going to waste her time eying up considerably better looking boys and sucking in the short and tasteless atmosphere of the prom?
If I do go. I go because I wish to have a good time. The prom itself means nothing to me. But I don't think I'm going to find a parter who I can have good times with. I fear they don't really exist in Balfron High School. I sincerely hope I'm wrong.
Someone prove me wrong?
Labels: deep, life, philosophy, positive, prom
posted by Benji at
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