You probably know fuck all about life really. You think you now a lot but it pales in comparison to the significance of your blatant ignorance.

People should test their mentality regularly, if you ask me. Change is constant. So why are you trying to fight it? Of course your personality will change. Otherwise we'd all be ignorant, self centred shits.

And no. Sex, drugs and alcohol are not the answer. Sorry. If you honestly want to be sound in mind then you wouldn't read this blog ha, ha. But I digress. There is an agenda today, as there is in every post.

Ask yourself, is there a place you've always wanted to be. Perhaps a fond memory of a time at the beach when the wind was calm, a short tide and the weather was temperate. You'd probably do anything to go back there, right? Why, you never left. In order to have all those feelings that you attach to such a place, you must have felt them inside you. They are, as a matter of fact, internal emotion.

I, personally, would like to return before the age of 12. For my own private reasons. A significant event in my life happened at the time, and I don't particularly like to touch upon it. But I can't. Not unless I invent some kind of time machine. Well, we both know that's not gonna happen. However, I don't have to go back. No time machine necessary. The feelings I had are still with me today. I never went there and I never left. Going back to that time, would only cause me painful feelings, as I know I can only relive a memory for a short period of time, and then I will long for these feelings again.

Instead we can create them through other people and through ourselves. The time is now and we are ultimately locked in the present. There is no such thing as the past and the future. Only time. And time is a man made concept.

Go out today and live a little.

"Let Virtue Garnish Thy Thoughts" - D&C - 121:45