Why is that people require a significant other?

Ideally, it should inherent biological trait required in order to ensure that the human race will mate; however I argue that perhaps it's a fatal flaw that transcends past futile life.

I'd of course be lieing if I said that I've never had such thoughts. Yet I think Buddha had a point when he said "our mind creates this world."

Both you and I should be able to cope with the infinite possibilities that life offers. One of those being that we may forever be alone.

Bang bang you shot me down.

I know we're gonna be fine.

I've just got to stop waiting on someone pulling me out of the fire. As soon as I accomplish that. We'll be fine.

You probably know fuck all about life really. You think you now a lot but it pales in comparison to the significance of your blatant ignorance.

People should test their mentality regularly, if you ask me. Change is constant. So why are you trying to fight it? Of course your personality will change. Otherwise we'd all be ignorant, self centred shits.

And no. Sex, drugs and alcohol are not the answer. Sorry. If you honestly want to be sound in mind then you wouldn't read this blog ha, ha. But I digress. There is an agenda today, as there is in every post.

Ask yourself, is there a place you've always wanted to be. Perhaps a fond memory of a time at the beach when the wind was calm, a short tide and the weather was temperate. You'd probably do anything to go back there, right? Why, you never left. In order to have all those feelings that you attach to such a place, you must have felt them inside you. They are, as a matter of fact, internal emotion.

I, personally, would like to return before the age of 12. For my own private reasons. A significant event in my life happened at the time, and I don't particularly like to touch upon it. But I can't. Not unless I invent some kind of time machine. Well, we both know that's not gonna happen. However, I don't have to go back. No time machine necessary. The feelings I had are still with me today. I never went there and I never left. Going back to that time, would only cause me painful feelings, as I know I can only relive a memory for a short period of time, and then I will long for these feelings again.

Instead we can create them through other people and through ourselves. The time is now and we are ultimately locked in the present. There is no such thing as the past and the future. Only time. And time is a man made concept.

Go out today and live a little.

"Let Virtue Garnish Thy Thoughts" - D&C - 121:45

I'm going to start this entry on a positive note for a change:

1). I'm an open minded person.
2). I'm honest.
3). I treat people like humans. I don't use the word "accept" people because I don't think there's anything not to accept.

Life's changing so quickly. Time's passing by at an unstoppable point and until recently it has all been going past me. Not much unlike my life in general. I can't believe I'm going thrown out into the world so soon and expected to pick up the pieces. Put me back, I'm not done yet.

To my relief, I think I've found my good nature again. I went through a week of not having it and I have to say that I'm getting rather attached to it. Sixth year has been my best social year for many reasons. Good nature is fundamental.

I'm getting sick of phonies though. I mean, who are you kidding? Big fish in Balfron High School maybe but you're fuck all in the real world. A measure of a person isn't popularity, looks or success but in the way they treat others. Especially those less fortunate then themselves. "Popular" people often seem to sacrifice their soul for pointless socializing that half the time they wont even remember the next day. Not to say that materialism doesn't probably play an important role which it no doubt does. Do you really need those new shoes, computer game, dress, DVD? Can't you just be happy with what you have? Material possessions will wither away over time, because they're fickle, humans however, are not. I suggest you spend as much time with them as possible. The memories are priceless.

I'm starting to worry that perhaps there aren't like minded people who run on the same wave as me. A classic example is the prom. Why would I want to go with some vain, shallow, pretty little thing who's going to waste her time eying up considerably better looking boys and sucking in the short and tasteless atmosphere of the prom?

If I do go. I go because I wish to have a good time. The prom itself means nothing to me. But I don't think I'm going to find a parter who I can have good times with. I fear they don't really exist in Balfron High School. I sincerely hope I'm wrong.

Someone prove me wrong?

Studying?

All this thinking cannot be good for you.